I really like it everytime we reminisce the moments we had before, the way she answered my question with a sweet yes. And the result? a big smile!^^, goodnight!

Here i am infront of my pc,looking for something to do or looking for a friend who can comfort me. I need someone who can comfort me,not someone who will make me feel more sad or mad, someone who’s willing to give patience and understand me. yes, i know relationships aren’t perfect, but im trying to do everything to make it almost one. I dont know why, I always keep on telling her over and over again but still she dont get it, instead of comforting me and give patience, she still chooses to be in bad mood(is it good?does it help?i dont think so..)… Im sorry, Im just sad, I just wanna be with her,have a good time and have fun. Im just sad because instead of spending the time with me and make the most out of it, she still chooses to be in the bad mood. Yes i know girls are moody, but still they have a choice, I can see others,they know how to divert their minds, I hope she’ll learn. Anyway, I’m not yet tired, but please dont wait for that time to come.

I hope if she’ll be able to read this, she’ll not take this as a negative one, but instead as an inspiration.

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!